Encounter Women's Cancer

 Cancer woman
I met 25 years old Shanghai man, handsome, temporarily unemployed. My astrological sign is Sagittarius.
Met each tangled in IRC asked, I would like to present its, is like a marriage confession. maybe a stranger across the network to see these words will be laughing at the end of the line. After all, a handsome man on the Internet say that they, like spit out the toothpaste foam upon as easy.
but I do not like fiction. my people attitude on the matter is very simple. he has seen the nature of looking at things to see in real terms, it is. So I believe I am a very pure Sagittarius man.
astrology book says women should be affordable and I belong to Leo. This constellation of passionate and romantic girl, full of vitality and often a thick curly hair and big bright eyes. I believe that many of the world, Leo girl, whether in university lecture halls have done the same table on the adjacent class girls, or pass a stranger in the street girl. just do not know why, has not met at the right time the right person.
they would ask me, Lin,UGG bailey button, in the end is you can not love others, or others do not to love you? I usually smile and silence. This problem may be meaningless. I would like to wait for a person, then go tell that she can not love me. or I can not fall in love with her.
time is not my Internet long since closed his company, I have handed over most of the time sleeping and reading. raised me on the balcony of a tank of tropical fish, schlumbergera and camellia. I no longer go to bars to drink, but also a long time since and met only once a beautiful girl ****. night, I occasionally go to the online virtual community and the IRC hanging about, and then play MUD. then I'm barefoot, wearing a cotton shirt and thick wool clothing, is a clean and simple man. but few people see this side.
then I met the girl Cancer.
I'm looking to speak to her, because in the community bulletin board that she had written a articles. she depicts a complex man who committed suicide every day in the city's underground tunnels and the subway, wandering, because they can not tolerate direct sunlight and heat, his eyes often screwed with. She has a sad and violent Name: Bao Bao blue. I think she has a good imagination, so the article is well written. only, unfortunately, she met was a real experience of the reader.
in IRC, we meet, as deep ocean fish, although the bottom open, but because finding a familiar atmosphere and touch. for the first time on the chat, I took her 6 hours of time, from early morning until late at night. I told her, watching her text, I think the air inside the dust. although I think some of them have been abandoned in the past into oblivion. I also told her that suicide is not as she imagined, as comfort, because death was feared the heavy pressure.
She said, I dig the description of a piece of hard scar you, suddenly you find that there is also pain in the blood. We laughed. across a network. She seems very far away from me, it seems very close.
A cold, rainy afternoon, I wandered in the Huaihai Zhong Road, walked into a store and see a corner on the CD. there is a long-haired girl on the cover, wryly four thin man standing among the Qi Yan eye shadow painted eyes, wearing an embroidered Iris Gypsy style skirt. boss said, the Japanese band, lead singer of the girl with the broken silky voice make people sad. I said, What is the name? He said, Pupu blue.
but I remember she told me that her sign is Cancer. gentle, pleasant constellation, it should be fine to wear decorated with embroidery, lace, white sarong side. I do not know why she would like the name. goes on CD, I put inside the machine after a burst of high-pitched sound gloomy, there are people of violence tearing.
I said, you like to watch movies? she said, there are horror films to see. I said, then come out Friday to see if there is a good horror film. She was silent. I said, is to be able to get along and have a warm period of time. I do not know whether she understood the meaning of my words. If She thought I was in the pursuit of her, then I will continue to just hang in the IRC inside an empty name, and no longer have any words appear. I listened to CD goes after the heart has been feeling the pain. that kind of music, and I save In the hard disk of the articles, people can not quell.
dating sites that we discussed for a long time, I would like to take her to Hengshan, if she made to the Portman or FRIDAYrS I do not mind. has been a long time did not dating a girl, the old romantic to me, like a shallow lake, a round-trip travel, I feel a little tired, and tired. However, she and other girls should be different. Perhaps she will move up to the Copenhagen Sri Lanka, or Manabe. but the last place we set a bakery on West Nanjing Road.
She said that the bakery is called Marco Polo, and she often went there after work to buy fresh oat bread.
Friday evening rain. weather is cold, bleak weather forecast said that a small to moderate snow will fall in Shanghai. go out, I spray a little hair root Armani perfume, as The only modification. and then sat for nearly an hour the bus arrived in Nanjing West Road, the mood is relaxed. I have no imagination and expectations of her, nor had felt so excited or panic. very strange, did not like to see a long meeting friends, although not even know her real name.
go bakery when the big rain.'s stores, clean and dark, filled with fresh cream and aromatic flavor of wheat. everywhere are dotted with strawberry grape cake and fluffy and soft bread. If this is the best she wanted to come to the place after work, then she should be a lover of life.
6 Point in 5 minutes, I saw a girl get wet rush went into the bakery.
I said, you're late. She said, I'm late. She did not explain anything, just smiled at me. just as astrology book says, the girls usually have a Cancer on face. is the kind of quiet, gentle stretching and face, although not very pretty. But suddenly I think her name should be called Pupu blue, although she goes on the cover of Gaudy CD woman nothing. She was wearing a G-STAR Men's coats and denim pants, the color is dull, his face almost no makeup, carry a lot of black work package. A simple look at the past stubborn girl, actually there are some exceptions soft smile and sad atmosphere, as in the silence depressed in the high-pitched bursts of music. I looked at her. I wonder why she would go on to imagine a subway station in the pursuit of the death of a man.
That night we walked a lot of cinema, and finally in China Hill Road, a small cinema saw a very old but classic film, overheating in the small air-conditioned space, but still be bright Qice the lens moving. I'm a Sagittarius man, she is a Cancer woman. astrology book says, the two constellations opposite each other and combined degrees may only attract thirty percent, because they are mutually exclusive of the constellations. She is a rare calm and girls, in order to keep our understanding of each other space.
Suddenly I thought of that interesting question, I do not know that I do not to love her, or she can not love me.
out of the cinema when the rain has stopped,UGG boots cheap, under a very large snow. the big flower big flower of clean snow, the biting wind and the rustling of flying . two people standing on the corner streetlight, have some in a daze, and then suddenly I am pleased to see her jump, she said the snow, and forest.
At that moment, I want to kiss her. before and one just girls kissing to get to know me, just the small problem of skills, but this time, I looked at her eyes, only to find himself some carefully.
we know nothing about each other's past, only two online chat a few ten hours, and then life just watched a film about the strangers 100 minutes.
I looked at her bright eyes and lips like petals suddenly destroyed by his own heart was lonely words can say. and then I send her a taxi, I said, I hope you are happy this evening. Before she closed the rear door, held out his hand gently stroked my cheek, her hands cold and soft.
I looking forward to what she said. and then heard her softly said to me, goodbye, Lin.
we have not met again. because that night having a good time, both sides did not expect to leave the address or telephone. feel is very familiar old friend, to relatively silent but mind the same, but I do not think she suddenly disappeared without a trace, she was like drops of water in the IRC as the above evaporation.
I still often goes Pupu blue CD on the machine there to listen, so sonorous and melancholy voice, the original is in the violent depths of tenderness with Qice. the world is so human, people will never be able to see the most essential things, and I have always thought that I was awake men, and have been very rational and start real life.
after Marco Polo's European glass door, I know I will not get a G-STAR men wearing coats and denim pants Cancer girl. in alcohol Yu warm aroma of wheat, many women love life go by. but not her.
I miss her, in some vague night time, miss the market streets of the old movies and snow, as well as her soft cold the palm of the hand, like butterfly wings in my face like a flyby of the moment. But I know I'm not going around looking for her on the network, or post notice of missing person. I do not know her identity, she knew nothing about. < br> a do not know how we love, whether prophecy, such as astrology books like broke up, or will love romance, affectionate attachment hh or I can not fall in love with her, or she could not love me. all possible and impossible to guess, let me know your loneliness.
I think she should be, but we still continue to live in different parts of the same city.