Watching the teacher speaks to faint three-dimensional geometry, English teacher said what I do not understand is, when the entrance a few months, I know I have no hope, but I draw good, it took all day a broken camera camera, with its own darkroom, in addition to learning, I was almost a genius, but what is the use of these? Often, I supported his chin, looking out of the sky, made a stay, then deep-hidden in the sky so far what? Back and forth changing the color of clouds, the light blue of the deep purple of the White Moon Yun Huang, and finally see my eyes filled with tears, because even the best cloud is a flash both passed away, like youth, like my hands time, through my youth a bit stream.
father talked to me in my birthday, this has always been a serious man always sit and watch me, and he said I was not destined to become what the climate, perhaps,cheap UGG boots, learning, I am a poor student, usually hanging children Long As I entered the room, he said a few days you go to Chengdu, and I and his comrades say that you go there as soldiers, since you do not want the college entrance examination.
this way, I put the uniform, when I was every morning when the bugle sounded, when I was a key discipline of daily requirements, I think how life is so boring, ah, my life dream is to explore as Columbus did, or took my camera to film for the country, as long as I am free to eat does not matter how much pain, every day every day when I was in Army, and those little children and teenagers to run the training operation rejection poker, I do not know where his future, his father was in the army to let me in this big melting pot to exercise, and may be able to find a job demobilization, but did not think I feel even more bored, I sent the day no matter, I will of a person on the slopes in the mountains behind, was looking at clouds, straight to see the sun go down.
all change is the emergence of core from the beginning of Iraq, from the hill the other side when she came to me gradually, I was holding the camera to shoot the sunset, and she broke into my camera, giving her short hair, wearing a military uniform.
core valiant Iraq in the setting sun, I never knew a girl in uniform would be so beautiful, compared to girls who wear a Dress to the beautiful child a thousand times, I like the silly, the camera's shutter press down the moment, Iraq has become difficult to see Rui's face: Who told you to shoot me?
I just stood opposite her, Perfectionist smile, it is a very ordinary day, but for me, the distance gradually appear to want people to tears Ha brilliant, Iraq core, the seventh year-old literary soldiers, like a daffodil roll scene in my mind, I washed down the hillside, almost ran all the way back to the company, and then pick up the broom to clean up the whole dorm, the company commander said, several of the quilt was I seriously quartet built the chunks.
Whenever I see her picture of a person,UGG boots, there will always fainted.
art barracks room and we even not far away, something all right I went to Iraq, where the core, she is ignored me, and I am just passing time, watching through the window inside the rehearsal situation Rui is the erhu Iraq, and many times I passed through where she is affectionately took, I never knew such a nice sound of the erhu, I do not like before, but now, I bought ten boxes erhu tape, from Spring Moon, Youyan mildly, when I put on my headphones to listen to when a person will always be thrown to slightly acid, while Iraqi soldiers seventeen literary core, did not notice a man named Kang Mingyang male soldiers, the man of his soldiers enlarge the picture captured on a shelf in the diary, it is a black and white photograph of the Iraqi Rui, sunny, baggy green uniform, short hair in the wind, shaking, and whenever I see a man Ta photos, always a faint.
few months later, the company commander Mo art red soldiers came to me, she carelessly said, well, I heard that you will photograph, we would like you to go to art with a girl according to the camera, you can do ?
I almost jumped up, because Iran will soon appear in the core of my lens, and this difference on how the U.S. will not?
when those soldiers for the colorful art of clothes in my eyes, I found one less, because there is no where Yi Rui side, I am disappointed Di Mo asked the red, you have these who ah?
Mo Hong said, Oh, little one, she went to perform, and give the save the market, according to if she is willing to let her come back again to find you.
day I feel confused, according to according to the girls in my lens, like a butterfly, until I finished the five volumes all photos before they spare me, one of which is called m Yu After the walk the girl suddenly opened my hand, my hand open hand, then she pulled out a pen to write on my palm, a pager number, and sweet in smile, turned away
but I just thought of that girl in uniform, she smiled, my heart like a ten million is spent in the open.
those beautiful film,UGG shoes, such as a picture of debt forever film
Sunday, a man in bed with the core photo to see Iraq, someone knocked on the door, I went to the door in the station people on the photo.
I panic, because that is a comrade in arms, so do not wear clothes almost naked, and just handled very ugly hair, like a fugitive, she smiled at me, Kang Mingyang, even Long said that photography can find you, because only I have not had your, you can give me license it?
I was almost shaking, of course, of course, and then pouring water to the Iraqi Rui, careless hot hands, and then my mom sent out plum cake, that was fast I made a mold release, I explained a, Chengdu too moist too tide, while the same core tensions in Iraq took a small female I would give her the water that will not drink do not drink.
When I took out the camera on the big boom in my head, what a nasty shock last time to film the whole gang of girls all ran out of camera, but to buy a new film to go to Chengdu, the from almost half a day, how do? Miss it? This weekend, I could spend all day in Iraq core together, but do not actually roll the camera!
do you need? Iraqi female pistil ask me.
No, no. I immediately calm down, let's go.
all female, only the core do not change clothes in Iraq, she was wearing the uniform that the body fat, valiant, I finally understand why is like her, but not to call a female who called jade m the.
I and Iraq core, two teenagers went to the mountain, after the hill, large tracts of wild flowers bloom is bright, the flowers stand in the middle of Iraq's core, the wind came from her short hair, the lens Iraq core look stiff and shy, I can not see her, just watching the lens immersed in the woman, who like the same girl daffodils, softly glowing in my eyes, in my heart.
day I've been shot, as if the finish will never shoot the same core in Iraq never asked me, just as I had asked her posing, one and one I pressed the shutter, only I know where nothing loaded, but the core figure in Iraq has no camera, because it's every smile every frown are engraved in my mind, those beautiful as a picture of debt forever film negatives, as long as I thought, she would instantly copy it.
finally tired, we sat on the mountain slopes, Iraq Rui said, I'll give you the opportunity to listen to it erhu.
good. I said, and then I stretched out his hand, put your pager number to me.
Iraq Rui smiled, my hand writing in a string of numbers, for fear of sweating the numbers Yin, I will proceed as sheets, until the quarters, in fact, that number I would have came back , but I am afraid of a flash back the wrong word.
circle in the cap, which has been the words: Iraq core, love love you.
that photography became my secret core and Iraq, when a gang of girls with wet hair, wearing a military uniform came out from the bath house hit me, I do not know the Iraqi assembly core, because both I and the Iraqi Rui understand what it means to love in the army, not to mention, we never say love, but I in my cap to write a line of text: Iraq core, love love you.
core in Iraq and I want to photograph when I told her that after the mountain carrying the erhu to me.
erhu in the mountains after the woman, so I felt a sudden urge to cry, even though I lied to her, though I did not for her camera, but she was already in my mind, one by one song I listened to pull, and then she stretched out a hand: my photo?
I'm sorry, I said, the film is broken, so we have to re-license. Leng Leng
She looked at me and said, you're a liar, and then turned away her own erhu.
I just stood still, maybe I should tell her that day did not film camera, maybe I should give her a ** goes on?
all had a chance to reflect on how to solve the whole removed from the Chengdu Art soldiers, they all went to Beijing, I call tens of thousands of Iraq over the core, but the blink of an eye vanished, and I even forget her pager out Chengdu is the call does not make sense, a month later, I transferred from Chengdu, Jiangsu, forever lost her news. If I do not know from this small female, I had some,UGGs, and only goes black and white photos, faint smile, a little stiff little angry.
hair still wet from the bath they came out of the way, often I think, I always have a choking in my heart.
few years later, I finally like father, like on the military, and has remained in the army, and Iraq was never a core message.
military after graduation I stayed in the army, and soon became a group cadres, when new tactics to force a number of small literary soldiers came in, I seem to see the Iraqi seventeen-year-old Rui, baggy uniforms, short hair, shaking in the wind, shy smile.
Two years later, I got married, and a local woman, and held his own photography exhibition, photography exhibition is the first picture of Iraq's core, core Seventeen-year-old Iraqi, in the post I'm on the slopes is that a **, but I have no chance and Iraq Rui said that we went to the mountains after the camera, my camera is not film, but they did so, only one reason That is, I fell in love with her.
that old cap I've been saving in the cap circle, which has been the words: Iraq core, love love you.
my wife several times to throw it, were I stopped, she did not discover the secret, but me, no one knows the secret of cap, it was open one in my heart narcissus, and only eighteen years old in the summer, and then, an instant both passed away.
occasional day, I turned over the front of the TV station, suddenly stopped at a table, the table sat a woman wearing black tights, long hair, is affectionately pulled erhu, is to pull a few years, filled with the same eyes, at a press conference after the show were taken in mind that Iraq was asked Rui, erhu open this concert is not particularly excited particularly tense particularly memorable? Rui Yi shook his head, smiled and replied, no, if memorable, so I was seventeen years old that the most memorable concert because the audience is only one, and I still love him.
wife over, handed me a cup of coffee, how you?
I smiled, the night wind too, not to mention, you know, I am the wind tears.
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