Sunday, October 24, 2010

---- In the Father's Day is approaching

 I would like this document to veterans such as his father back to rural veterans, bless the living sense of security, safety and well-being of old age; died rest in the ground, poetic dwelling in heaven! -

---- Father died eight years. He was a thin person. Year-old death of his father, nine years old his mother remarried. At that time, remarried to a woman of extraordinary courage is needed over the same time must bear the village reviled and deep misunderstanding. As for why the thrown-year-old grandmother remarried the son, and I also do not understand this now, as if all the village, accused drug life grandmother, g dead grandfather, and father's aunt scolded her grandmother every day. Alas! I understand that as a woman, less than there is no way, women can not throw the baby regardless. -

---- From then on, father and aunt living brain is very clear in the three small broken house. Eight by his aunt and uncle take care of him, and he has always regarded them as their own parents, they are very obedient, until they died. -

---- In my memory, my father had never told us about his mother, and I even never heard my father once said: I'm a milk things I tell my milk too, looks very beautiful grandmother, remarried to a nearby village that we, this is a very wealthy family households. They lost a family valuables to suspected stolen grandmother, grandmother severely beaten, hanged himself innocent grandmother, when my father was 12 years old. -

---- Grievances that families know the grandmother to her grandmother's body back. Jiuye the folks and with the help of Grandma and Grandpa father buried, but his father did not tear from beginning to end. -

---- Chinese New Year, my father went to the grandparents Shangfen, always quiet, never saying a word. Once I take him to Shangfen, I say: you think your parents? My father said: the world's children have their parents do not want it? Sentence is irrelevant answers, then let me know my father is not a cold-blooded man. -

---- 14 years old, his father took part in the District Team. The child was not his gun high. Father often told us stories of his past. On one occasion, the district field teams in our village meeting house, was found bandit spies Wang Jinming, one will be surrounded by bandits, one of my distant grandfather was the captain, he let his father that they run, he came to cover. Father, along the south ditch their evacuation, rescue units and other hosts, Grandpa made the sacrifice, killed the three bandits, the blood of his rolling farm fields have a big bay. Every time my father said this, I found tears in his eyes. -

---- When I asked him: the revolution, is head and do not bring in the waist, put his disregard of life and death, ready to sacrifice themselves. Zhang is not only amazing martial arts, marksmanship also experience harm. Do not waist Spear, headband hats and lay there to sleep, he turned around three times the father they are deterred shot. Chang Chiang Kai-shek was later incorporated troops to join the Kuomintang. -

---- 47 years of his father formally join the army, worked as bodyguard to the commander, had paid a lot of enemy guns. Participating in the Battle of Qingdao, the right index finger to penetrate the large joints was shot, wounded demobilization. -

---- A curved hand clung to his life. -

---- His father worked as team leader. My uncle was a soldier just two points in his father classes. That die on the battlefield is a lot of people run away, I also ran the second uncle, recaptured by his father closed the week off. Later, mother and father's marriage two hard against the uncle, is unpopular with the matter. -

---- His father and mother of eight. Mother married only 17 years old when his father, his father made a two demobilization blankets, food and 20 yuan Hatta. Great aunt to marry on condition that three measures of the door of food, the father just has this condition, and thus equal to the three measures of food in exchange for two daughters. -

---- His father in addition to this silly aunt, the other is the most pro-I Liu Ye, and my grandfather was pro-tert-brother, married into the village, three miles from my home Village. He knew his father brought back something demobilization, put his mother into his home meet, when my mother said my grandfather that my father to blame the poor, the mother escort some of the wood, so that they build a house with. Liu Ye everything is swallowed whole. -

---- Demobilized, his father working in the area, half to go home again. Six things to squeeze out milk by the mother, what dirty work is the mother of a human stem, to the dinner time to make oblique accusations. That was the winter, six milk pancake mothers ambiguous one mill, three pots of gooey down, the mother wears shoes, not padded it! Both feet frozen carrots, just to see my father come back, and quickly put on the mother's feet on the brazier grill,UGG boots, no perception of. -

---- Mother is a stronger woman, and I in many ways on the genetic mother. And her father back to our own village. Then the father has nothing at all. Milk in the house so only lived six months, my father pushed her mother with a big car, back to our village. -

---- Rural areas are now very few people know, the last pig pen out there a little room, rural people used to put plow rake with the columbines. Equivalent to the current Westinghouse now! And the barn was only through the of. Father and mother back to the village had no place to live, to staying in such a neighbor's house and pigs do. I write to you, my heart has no tears to flow, I just unfair for the father, why did he have to undergo so much pain, life is not fair?

---- his father's aunt last fall ill very calendar harm, except near his father in his father's care, one year after the death. Father, mother, then took the three into their shack. Is a live sixteen years. -

---- Siqing, his father was criticized for participating in a revolution, just had hernia surgery have big brother pushed him to the venue. Later my father could not bear to tell his mother he was going northeast Duo Duo, you can not afford to buy his ticket to climb the train in Weifang, also fell and broke his leg. Mother told me that kind of panic when my father came back, she did not know what suffering was. -

---- Great Leap Forward, the two parties and factions, the father also participated in the revolution because the attack. Talk about these things, my father always indifferent, just like these things never happened. -

---- Father was a second-grade disability, was only 12 dollars a year. After each hand the money made, his mother took the money and certificate of disability on the Laoniang escort the hair in the box. Mother said: This is the father Yongming and spirit return. -

---- We capitalists have a younger brother, and my brother the same age. Parents are dead, and wife relationship is not very good. Often in my home and my brother play, the mother often left him to dinner, doing his coat. Did not think he took his father's disability payments also certificate of disability, to the northeast of the. At that time my father did not care, my father read very little, mostly in military science, the fundamental knowledge for some files do not understand, feel lost there is no solution. -

---- Four years later, the younger brother back to the village in Shandong has been stealing people tied to a tree, I am an uncle and his father had been a soldier, so he handed my father certificate of disability, said that after perhaps useful. Might be God, the younger brother did not take disability card, but it buried in the ground, was just a hard shell card, so find out, only to see a certificate of disability, as disability level could not see the. -

---- Was not a complete file system, some documents are missing their own inquiries to nowhere. In the uncle's instigation, the father found his comrades with written proof of hospitalization, and find local civil affairs, may be because the writing is unclear, the last of my father crippled by a second into a third-grade B disability. -

---- Later, a policy that any liberation army, the children are taken care of. Response to the above, my father had for us, but the 74 floods in Shandong, a lot of files can not be held. -

---- His father was transferred back to the village, and he very tough, cynical, fair, offended many people. One year to ensure teams do, my family was also a straw man point of the stack, and now I see the fire palpitations. -

---- Out restitution of that year, a useful Brigade Committee of the pigs for their own team of good pig; there is something the production team appropriation, only the father never a little something to take public. My family can not eat the whole team work points the highest rations, may my father asked us to leave work in the fields, and very strict. -

---- Cadres father worked a lifetime, we have six sisters, no one stained light. Other cadres, peasants and soldiers walked the children to the University; three-year rotation of contract, only if we honestly do our farmers. Big Brother in the technical team working, older sister worked in the production team. Working Group that year, the city places fertilizer plant there job, big sister very much want to go, you can give a child the father obstinately many families very difficult boys, big sister was furious, angry marrying men from the Northeast. Now that it is also shedding tears. -

---- Father's life frugal,UGG bailey button, industrious, up early the morning always turn to the edge of a farm to see the crop. Body is also good. -

---- 69 years, is my little sister was born, her father built a new house my family first. 75 years, married brother. 76 years and his father built a new house, big brother and we had a single separation. -

---- So my parents live frugally, almost all of the savings used to build a house on. 84 years and his father built the third house plan, prepare to get married with the brother. Mother does not agree, saying a person's life in three houses built too tired. My father said: We are home more than girls, have a house in the future to facilitate the child returned home. -

---- Land his father chose a non-planned residential area, because I have two brothers, only two properties. This is a ravines, the father does not shine every day with the car for bulldozing, filling up the ditch, filled full with the year before. -

---- The third building finished, I was on a high one. 84 years in November, his father retired. Pig rabbit at home, no leisure a day. In the summer of 86, his father suddenly collapsed, belly button is swollen, the hospital said that cirrhosis, at most, one year of live head. -

---- Father of medicine to go to the township government Mishu Ke billing documents to rural hospitals to obtain medicine and then, once the list only to five dollars, and that is that we are the sons and daughters of five dollars do not want to get that feeling and come begging is no different. Later township merger, the town government is far from my house, we took a dollar did not go. -

---- I have been able to understand, the workers have health insurance, an old revolutionary, the old party members and cadres, how to ensure even basic medical care are not? -

---- His father's firm is not an ordinary person can do. He was not scared of death, never once in front of us the way to show his pain. His right leg began to swell and begin to harden, lower body began to Popi water,UGG boots cheap, and finally to a large hospital was diagnosed with filariasis. Susceptible to the disease in the south, but now almost extinct. -

---- A look at his father's condition doctors say: Are you sure had been a soldier, only a year lying on the wet ground war soldiers prone to this disease. The doctor said the disease is not easy to attack young, first live in the lymphatic system, and finally against other organs, there is no good treatment. This year, his father 60 years old. -

---- Although the doctor gave his father a death sentence, he has been very calm. His side of the medicine, while looking for remedies treatment, I lost count of how many pills to eat his father in the end? The village people for their father went to the Home, the father said, looking for anything, the past is for children, children are adults now, and I do not care, can live several years longer in a few years. -

---- 98 Jan District election in place. Town Committee secretary, to visit his father, leaving 300 dollars and two boxes of milk powder. What's secretary said that difficult? The father said no; secretary said your liver is not defective it? The father said to have been better. I do not understand his father, he should use this opportunity to a good hospital for treatment, can be said the father did not want to trouble the government. 98 years old discount card superior to the father, and a free subscription to his local newspaper, said such a small point, my father Thanksgiving party. -

---- 01 年 11 months, the father of exacerbations. The whole village came to see him, and calendar harm, her father the nose of the water, mouth spit also be like this, my father did not say anything, he fainted he said: Give me the gun, I'm going to fight. The mother said with tears: You have to go to war, is a soldier to kill you. -

---- Life is amazing. I really appreciate him from his father's tenacity of life. My Sister in Liaoning, Nov. 22 wedding of her daughter, the father began to faint from the 18, seeing to die, but he has strong survive, and he wanted to see my elder sister, because he feel indebted to my elder sister. 22,UGG boots clearance, one afternoon my father and dizzy, and finally opened his eyes. My Sister 23 starting from Liaoning, 24 to home, when the father had not speak. Sister said that a lot can be seen, then, also sister laugh, and forced to swallow his big sister bought delicious. See my father in a difficult time maintaining their own lives, and I cried in the yard, cover your mouth. -

---- I do not know why? From his father was seriously ill and I was afraid my father did not even dare to his side, the kind of fear is impossible to explain in words, sister and sister wait to see my father, I hate myself, I was human children? What I have in magic? Is now, my words here from the blood to run, and I hate myself. -

---- 1 27 evening, on ten minutes when I left, my father left this world. My father loved me more than other siblings, but I fear not only the father, and did not see him leave this world. My father and I are father and daughter brought together by fate, but did not make the responsibility to our parents, I not only shame and remorse life. -

---- Mother said my father went away and said: I do not go, I do not walk, and finally shouted, Father might hate his mother, but he finally went to another world Niangqin went to see him. -

---- Wake for his father, when my back pain was unable to cope, only looked at his father's coffin sat on the kang of tears. How I, why even let me do not let me wake for the father to do so? Mother Anhui said to me: my father hurt me, he did not want me sad, I do not want to miss him too. Leave so that he can be assured. Father, since we have father and daughter affection, I have to do her duty, why ah, you make my life difficult to forgive myself. I did not do a filial daughter, I blame ah!

----- father of the life of raising a thin six of our brothers and sisters. The time of his death have been four generations, his weak life-sustaining so much of our life, from his body, I felt powerful and sacred life.

---- Whenever I encounter in life, frustration and confusion, I think of my father, and his firm has supported me. Therefore, the difficult life, I always laugh it off, no big deal, as long as there is confidence in the face.

---- human life is a Long Short Sentence. Life and death, life is nothing more than sliding process. I have no sorrow for the loss of his father because his father has been like a leafy tree, deeply implanted in our souls which we have our children are the hope of life his father.

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